And the devil comes creeping in…

I’m having one of those days… And I feel so stupid. I love Africa. I love the people. I love this journey. And to be honest, I have had a very good attitude during this entire trip thus far. Last night I was just patting myself on the back for not falling into the sadness like I did last time… And then the devil heard me. And he came creeping in…

Nothing huge- just little things. I found out about some expenses here I didn’t know about. Chris didn’t have a good month at work, and to be honest, the extra just isn’t there. I found out some demands made by the administrator here that really got me angry. I didn’t spend any time with Moses this morning b/c I thought I’d be out running errands for a bit, and that turned into four hours. By the time I got back, he was napping. I miss my family. It’s just one of those pity party days. The devil saw my joy and heard my praises to God, and He wasn’t going to sit back and let this be easy. And that’s fine- nothing that’s worth it is easy. I almost cried- almost. But last time I was here I was a blubbering idiot, and I am NOT going there again!!

I just need for all you prayer warriors to hit up God for me and ask Him to strengthen me for the rest of the journey. I still have a long way to go, and I can’t be getting tired now! It sounds super spiritual, but I honestly do feel your prayers… It’s like God’s angels come and fly your words over to me and soak me in them. I have 6 days until I find out my ruling, and I need peace. I need peace that I am right where God wants me, peace that God will take care of the finances, peace that Moses and Presley will transition smoothly, and peace that on Friday, that judge will tell me that Moses is mine!

In other news, Presley is doing GREAT. She’s sleeping better than she has in a long time and having a blast with my mom and my friend Kellie. Chris says she’s super happy, in a great mood, and eating well… Mom told me she looks like she might be getting a little sick, so we need to pray against that

Thanks for the love and support… Sorry I don’t have anything exciting to post today. I am so grateful for this adventure and to be in Africa. I love this place and these people. Africa is absolutely amazing, and I wouldn’t be here without each of you… Thank you!

**A side note: Just as I posted this link to Twitter, I saw HPC’s devotional scripture for the day. God is hilarious and amazing and faithful. Thank you, Jesus, for your comfort!

Psalm 119:153-154

¹⁵³ Look upon my suffering and rescue me,
for I have not forgotten your instructions.
¹⁵⁴ Argue my case; take my side!
Protect my life as you promised.